parah..

parah aku rasa..
parah ke???
memang parah
aku memang tak suka..

benar..benar..
aku rasa memang aku salah..
tapi,it's not too worse..
I still there..patron and control the surroundings..

If you know me better..
always searching, alert, enjoying peoples around me..
I'll make them more comfort and ask me without hesitation

Allah always there for me...keep your heart near Him..InsyaAllah

When I.....

                It’s been a while..yes..saya dah lama tak update blog..sorry..bukan ape, saya tak ada idea sangat...what must be share, what topic I want to discuss about...they all playing in my mind..ahhh.. very difficult..

Lets talk about my life recently. I got job finally AT MY BROTHER”S kiosk. At first, I tak nak kerja kat situ cause it’s been two times I worked with him. So, I think it is the time I have to find my experience away from my ‘own’ people.. those who recognize me!! Ceh, cam berlagak bagus je la kau kina...;)sebulan jugak duduk rumah..memang puas hati..dalam masa sebulan tu, akak ipar selalu tanye pasal I ni dah cari keje ke belum, dalam ade la 10 kali kot...huhu..disebabkan itu, I rasa kasihan kalau tak tolong keluarga sendiri, siapa lagi kan...??? So, dalam ceritanya, I dah stat keje 3 hari lalu..

In different case, I recently noticed that I am going to speed as I’m depressed , tension and any words related la...Bila tekan minyak, and kereta mula meluncur laju tu, waaahhhh...like it’s my way, it’s my track..go away all those ‘pengguna jalan raya yang lain’. It’s Kina here...pegang stereng tu pun rase cam dah malas je...pegang sesuka hati, kejap pegang bawah la. Kejap pegang sebelah n grip pun tak kuat sangat...merbahaya la kina. rase macam pandu kereta mainan, jalan mainan..bak kata la kan..macam tu la yang digambarkan..tapi, I memang takut bila I sampai kat lampu isyarat. When it’s yellow light appear, my heart going to say this, ‘haaahhh..takot la nak jalan...kang terlanggar sesape..siapa susah..Immediately tekan pedal brek...I still pemandu berhemah la kan....hehe...

Psst; dah lame tak lepak dengan kawan2 sekolah...rindu gile dengan diorang...NANA, SYERY, FERY..bile kite nak jumpe ni???? Waaa....